A song to describe my feelings now...

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

Dont try to read this

Why I specifically ask you not to read this, yet you still want to read? Must be hard reading this from right to left, haha...

Words of Wisdom:
Love will not feed you, money will!

Jokes

I get this from an email... here goes:

THE ONION AND THE CHRISTMAS TREE

The family is sitting at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?" The father, surprised, answers, "Well son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round & firm. In her thirties & forties, they are like pears, still nice, but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions.." "Onions?" "Yes, you see them, and they make you cry."

This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter says, "Mom, how many types of "willies" are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willie is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties & forties, it's like a birch tree, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree??" "Yes dear, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only."

Betrayal is SIN

When your friends betray you, do you still want to keep them as friends? Don't give me that crap of minor betrayal or 'I don't think its a betrayal' nonsense... when it is done, the damage has already been applied.

Now I know who I shall treat better, and who I shouldn't. If you don't treat me good, do you think I will treat you ANY better? Dream on! I will fight fire with fire, balas dendam with dendam, treat friends as real friends. A good friend once said, you can really see a person through their face... and I was too blind to see it.


A wise man once said:
"Thou shall not do stuffs that thou do not want to be done with...!"

Gila punya naik bukit!

Yesterday naik bukit... donno why suddenly sot want to go up hill although I know I am not fit enough and my 'ibu kaki' still pain. Since they (Lian Gim, Robin, Alvin) want, I also say okla. Invited Andrew as a tour guide too. We went up after the last lecture, Color Studies... around 4.30pm.

Really 'adventurous'... the path is small, then go up after the forest became rocky area. I was sweating like gila babi just around 15 minute up the hill... siao! Finally climbed up the 75 degree cerun bukit, then sit and rest. I couldn't continue any further, so does Danny and Alvin. SO we just sit there, took some pictures while Mr 'Rambo' Robin go further up alone. Lian Gim also adventured up a bit, not so high as Robin.

Then go down the bukit back... took a group photo too. I love taking group photos, especially on a memorable event like this! My legs were shaking when I'm climbing down the hill, but I still hanged on. After the 'Hell' experience was over, Danny fetch us back home. That night I slept at 10pm, damn kao tired! X_X